부서진 그 믿음

내가 너한테 있는 믿음이,
결국에 나한테,
배신이 되 버렸네.

배신 당한 내가,
너무 갑짝스러웠나 봐,
할 말도 없어지고,
그냥 용서를 했다.

근데 지금,
내 안의 당한 배신이,
이 아픈 마음이,
천개로 부서진 마음이,'어떻게 될까?

아 너무 슬프다.
근대 이 슬픔이 왜 혼자서 느껴야할까?

내가 왜

가끔 식 이런 생각이 있더라

내가 왜 나일까?

다른 사람을 보면

행복과 기쁨이 그렇게 꽉 채웠는데

나에게 왜 불만과 질투만 있을까?

나는 말이야
사람의 마음을 끄는
그런 박력은 전혀 없으면서
주변 사람들 다 예쁘고 몸도 좋고
왜 나만 뚱뚱하고 매력이 없을까?

나는 왜 불행이 많았을까?
운도 없고 돈도 없고
그냥 백프로 불운이다
내가 나의 전생에 그렇게 나빴나?
그렇게 말해도 나의 전생은 나의 이생은 관계가 뭣인가?

아 살기 싫다

나는 왜 이렇게 태어났을까?

Someone asked me,

"How do you know if he's the one?"

...

The thing is, I never know.

:>

행복이란

무엇인가?

그 답은

바로

네 안에 있다.

걱정말고

답은

곧 찾을거야-

네가 원하는 것들?

If someone ever asks you,
What do you want?
What will your answer be?

New things?
Plane tickets?
Latest gadgets?
Money?

For me,
the truest thing,
or the thing that is the closest to the truest thing,
that I want right now is
FREEDOM.

I want to live myself
trying to make me happy
without thinking about others' heart.

But,
does such life exist?

Because
we
human
our selfishness
that always hunger for other people's empathy
is the reason such life
will
never
exist.

[ . ]

사랑이라는 것은
쉽게 풀지 못한다.
어떤 서녀가
이 한남자와 사랑을 받고 주고 있는데
다른 한남자에게
마음을 주는다.
이럴 일을
하고 싶지 않다면서
계속
바람을 피운다.
하나님에게 물어봤다
왜 이럴 일이 있을 수 있다?
결국 하나님의 답은
사랑이다.

In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out.

It is then burst into flame by encounter with another human being.

We should be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit.

- Albert Schweitzer -

Stereo Hearts :')

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note o-oh

Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
So sing along to my stereo

If I was just another dusty record on the shelf
Would you blow me off and play me just like everybody else
If I asked you to scratch my back, could you manage that
Ye-yeah, Travie, I can handle that
Furthermore, I apologize for skipping any tracks
It's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks
I used to used to used to used to, now I'm over that
Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts
If I could only find a note to make you understand
I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hands
To keep me stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note

Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
So sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh, to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh, so sing along to my stereo

If I was an old-school, fifty pound boombox
Would you hold me on your shoulder, wherever you walk
Would you turn my volume up in front of the cops
And crank it higher every time they told you to stop
And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me
When you have to purchase mad D batteries
Appreciate every mixtape your friends make
You never know, we come and go like on the interstate

I think finally found a note to make you understand
If you can hit it, sing along and take me by the hand
T' keep me stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you


My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note o-oh

Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
So sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh, to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh, so sing along to my stereo

I only pray you'll never leave me behind (never leave me)
Because good music can be so hard to find (so hard to find)
I'll take your hand and hold it closer to mine
Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note o-oh

Make me your radio
'N turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
So sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh, to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh, so sing along to my stereo



;;;If you only know the feelings :'D